I know time has passed and damage has been done, but I am sorry for everything they did and didn’t do. I know an apology will not change what happened, but still, I am sorry for it all.
I am sorry for everything they did to you. I am sorry for their mishandling of your tender heart, taking advantage of your innocence, making you feel like your birth was a mistake, and your skin was a taboo to be cast 6-feet under.
I’m sorry for the broken promises and the unrequited love. I am sorry for all the times they didn’t turn up and the wait made you feel needy. I am sorry that you didn’t know they could do that to you or turn into people like that. I am sorry that the anthill morphed into a mountain.
I am sorry for the sleepless nights, the days of helplessness, the headaches, the confusion, the tears, and the endless stream of thoughts. I am sorry they made you feel like loving too hard was a mistake. I am sorry they drained your brain of all good memories.
I know some will not apologize for it, and because I know that those will hurt you, I am apologizing on their behalf….You did not deserve all that, never will.